Thursday, December 31, 2009

Garena Cybercafe Alliance (GCA)


GigaZone Cybercafe dah berdaftar dengan GCA (garena Cybercafe Alliance) .

Sapa2 yg nak log in as GARENA GOLD MEMBER boleh la bawak member ramai2 datang ke sini.

lokasi : hadapan MNZ futsal, Jejawi. Arau, Perlis.

No more full rooms. 2times more experience. =)

and lots more benefits!
peace.

Game Server successfully installed.

Game Server for GigaZone Cybercafe was successfully installed yesterday!
this cpu designed specially for network storing, uses the 'iScuzzy' system.
It delivers data through the network tremendously fast. Sometimes, even faster than running from your own hars disk !
the current server's motherboard is capable to support up to 40 pc's(actually alot for it's price).

so heads up! alot more games coming! =)
peace.

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Graphic Cards on sale

on sale 9 pcs of nvidia geforce 8500. tell me if you're interested. Im giving the lowest price!

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Long Gone

i'm not gonna update this blog for a very long2 time.
gotta deal with these crazy piling up assignments.
sorry.

peace!! :)

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

metamorphosis

to evolve you have to dismantle, and that means accepting the idea that nothing you've created in the past matters anymore, except that it brought you here

- john mayer -

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Love Story Taylor Swift meets Viva La Vida Coldplay—Piano Cello—by Jon Schmidt


a very beautiful arrangement and an awesome masterpiece!

Thursday, August 27, 2009

DOTA!!!!

Sellwyn, Eugene, Justin, Chong Lin, Alan, Ultraman, Jenny, Aqharie, Ajmal, Afeez, Aloy, Najmi, Amin, Eleena ( nanti kowt heh =)

JOM DOTA!!!!

long live dota!..
peace!

Monday, August 24, 2009

Tagged

tagged by w.loon

To do: 1. Visit http://thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi2.


Type in your name3. Sloganize after each questions


4. Done?


Tag another 20 ppl! And don't forget to inform me ya :)


I need some great laugh!
People I Tag Will Be: Aqharie, eleena, Afeez, Nad, Square, Alan, Jenny, Justin, bear



1. What do you say to yourself every morning?

Savour the flavour of umar


2. What do you want other people to say about you?

Make Umar yours


3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...

The Umar of your life


4. How would you answer a booty call?

Race for the Umar


5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?

It's a bit of an Umar


6. To someone you dislike?

Come fly to the friendly Umar (lol true)


7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?

It's the Umar you can see (haha wth?)


8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...

They're waffly Umar


9. You're failing a subject, you say...

Where's the Umar? ( 0.o mana? )


10. The love of your life asks you to marry him/her, what do you say?

From our Umar to yours =)


11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...

Only Umar can prevent forest fires (err okaay...)


12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...

it's shake 'n' Umar, and i helped


13. What are the best words to describe you?

We do Umar right (haha yeah)


14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...

Oh Hungry, Oh Umar (mmph ok no idea what the movie is about)


15. Your last words before you die...

Every bubble's passed its Umar (i c..)


16. Your message to a special someone..

I cant believe i ate the whole Umar


17. Title of this post will be...

To our Members, we're the fourth emergency Umar (heh apa ni?)

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Another Leaf Leaves the Tree

Takziah kpd keluarga Kamil Syafiq..
Al-Fatihah kpd ayahnya yg meninggal dunia pagi tadi..
jenazah selamat dikebumikan di tanah perkuburan Guar Sanji.
-Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un-
Another Leaf Leaves the Tree

Syafiq. He's one of my best buddy during my times at STB(my primary school).
may Allah bless his father's soul..
rest in peace..

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

fever

saya demam semalam dan hari ni.

i looked at the bottle.
its written something over there..
" Bersabarlah dalam menghadapi penyakit. Sesungguhnya penyakit itu penghapus dosa "hadis Qudsi

hmm...
maybe i've sinned too much. :(
Astaghfirullah..

Saturday, August 8, 2009

2:00 AM, 8/8/2009



just a small reunion at the roundabout medan, kangar.

Hilmi Azhari, Amirul, Afifi, Astain, Naqiu, Izzat cek, Din, n Me

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Life Here

Feels good to be back at Perlis, my hometown..

the wind is blowing softly here. I miss the fresh air.
Well, nothing much to do. Just me, my room and the amplifiers, my CC and Perlis. I'm taking this opportunity to relax my soul and enjoy the tranquility and calmness of this place.

its the harvest time now. =)

which way you'll choose? starting from Kangar. haha

i miss y'all my friends !!

just a short update.
peace =)

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Evolution of a Man


MusicPlaylist
Music Playlist at MixPod.com


Q Tip feat Al Kapone - Evolution of a Man

OST of : - Cadillac Records

starring: Beyonce, Columbus Short, Mos Def etc

- What If I like Her

starring : Umar, Eleena, Square, Anar

LOL

This song is very motivating and inspiring. haha. A lil' bit of sexist too. LOL. But yeah for all men out there, listen to the lyrics and enjoy !! haha


Peace! =)

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Stereotypes

I'm skinny, so I must be bulemic or anorexic.
I'm emo, so I must cut my wrists.
I'm black, so I must be on welfare.
I'm Hispanic, so I must be dirty.
I'm Asian, so I must love math.
I'm Jewish, so I must be greedy.
I'm gay, so I must have AIDS.
I'm a lesbian, so I must live in San Francisco.
I'm Arab, so I must be a terrorist.
I'm old, so I probably cant drive.
I'm overweight, so I most likely have a problem with self control.
I'm religious, so I must shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm republican, so I must not care about poor people.
I'm democrat, so I must not believe in being responsible.
I'm from the south, so I must be white trash.
I take anti-deppressants, so I must be crazy.
I'm a man, so I only want to get into your pants.
I'm a woman, so I must think irrationally.
I'm a religious guy, so I must be a boring prude.
I'm Irish, so I must have a bad drinking problem.
I'm Indian, so I must own a 7-11.
I'm Native American, so I must dance around a fire screaming like a savage, or be apart of a gaming casino.
I dont live with my child, so I must be a dead beat dad.
I have never had sex, so i must be a prude.
I'm a prep, so I must eat and breathe Abercrombie and Fitch.
I'm a teenager, so I must drink and do drugs.
I'm a punk, so I must do drugs.
I'm young, so I must be naive.
I'm rich, so I must be a snob, conceited.
I skateboard, So i must smoke cigarettes.
I wear black, so I must be gothic.
I smell, so I must be a hobo.
Im a black male, so i must be a thief.
I roll wit alot of dudes, so i must be easy/tom boy
I'm blonde, so I must not be smart.
I get good grades, so i must like school.
I'm homeless, so i must be a bum
I'm white, so i must be racist.
I'm a high school dropout, so i must not be able to carry a intelligent converastion.

Bottom line is that sterotypes are wrong, and the only way we can get rid of them is to make people aware of them!

peace!

from here

Monday, July 27, 2009

And I promise to touch you ever so gently

... And I promise to touch you ever so gently, That you'll mistake my caress for a swift breeze born for the simple sake of blowing your troubles away.
You are safe child.
But if pain ever dare threaten the safety of our love,
Then I would grant you wings to lift your spirit above the sky and allow your tears to free fall onto the face of the earth, so that its children begin to believe that the rain comes from an angel crying.
So let it rain, let it rain, let it rain and I will stand a hundred miles beneath you with my hands lifted towards the heavens collecting your teardrops in crystal glasses of wine.
Because I believe that this love potion number nine holds the remedy for time and just one taste would allow me to love you forever...

-Alan Maramag

peace!

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Ice Skating : )

24/7/2009 - 4:oo pm
friday..

another plan to fill out our free time after the sem ended =)
me, sellwyn, eleena and square went to try out ice skating at the Sunway Pyramid's Ice Rink

pics :

Sellwyn, Eleena, Square

lepak2 during break..

Sellwyn, Eleena, Me

well, all of us were first timers except for square..
he's more experienced .. : )
he brought us the gloves and guided us on these things..
thanx square..haha

its a good experience btw..
eventhough i fell quite many times.. =)
every pros started from noobies..hehe
kesian sellwyn, jatuh byk kali..haha
sorry eleena i made you fall that time.. : )
i know it hurts..
our pants and shirts were all wet..
a very nice memory to remember..=)

the skating shoes somehow remembered me bout the marching boots i used to wear to march for firefighter club during my times at MATRI back then =)..
its very hard and high cut but not as high as the marching boot la..

ahh.. i miss the cold air running through my face when we're skating inside the rink..haha
i feel like going there again.. : )

peace!

Friday, July 24, 2009

Twitting on Twitter

come on guys !
follow me on Twitter !

: )
peace !

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Bon Odori Shah Alam 18/7/2009

started at 5 pm
location : Matsushita Sports Centre, section 21, Syah Alam.

we went there around 7 pm : )
pics :

just reached

me, Eleena, Pohyi, Teng, Win Loon, Sellwyn (Jenny not in the pic)

Teng, Win Loon, Eleena


Jenny

Sellwyn & Pohyi

Eleena

=)


some random pics :


finished around 9.30..
well it's my 1st time btw..
quite a nice experience..
hopefully can go again next year =)

peace!

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

09-jul-2009 10:46 pm

"With the hardship goes ease so seek relief and solace. When you have finished whatever you may have to do. . . Then turn with all your heart to what deserves your toil and striving and namely devotion dedication in worship. . . Seek him alone and let nothing whatsoever distract you . . . A traveller must have have his food with him and this the real food for your journey . . . A fighter for a cause needs to have his equipmentand this the equipment necessary for you. This will provide you with a feeling of ease for every difficulty you may encounter . . ."

in the shade of Quran, pg 207

From Umi..
my beloved mother..


peace !
: )

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Mr. RD 953

uhh..today damn sleepy..
last nite mr. rd's tyre exploded..haha
he must've hated me so much..
what a bad owner i am.. =(
...
6:50 pm,.... was about to go out and escort mr. rd to the workshop..
then suddenly saw Ali moto..
he came to our house for a visit..
haha..what a nice timing..
so no need to go to bengkel lah!
repair at my house je la..
Masyieh Ali ye...
haha =)



meet Mr. RD 953
he's a DECEPTICON..
but changed sides..
well,.. its his own decision..
hehe..

peace !
=)

Artist Of The Month



syok sendiri.... :p ....
peaches !
=)

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Menangislah..

yeah

cry..
it feels good..
trust me..

you can't?

because ur heart is as hard as rock ?
or is it just your plain ego ?
i can understand that..

MEN

are not like women..

god created us
with a very thick wall of ego..
insensitiveness is usual..

but i'm learning to be better everyday..
be more understanding..
more sensitive..

its ok..
you can call me an emo guy or whatever..
i can accept that..

at least i know..
im not a robot..
without feelings and emotions..
i believe thats what make humans unique and special..


HUMANS

are fragile..

why hate when you can love?
to err is human, to forgive is divine..


peace..
=)


Thursday, July 2, 2009

Ku Hadir Padamu..

tuhanku..

daku hadir..
daku pasrah..
mengenangkan diri ini yg penuh dosa..
tuhanku..
ku sedari..

namun..

kealpaan menyelubungi..

lantas ku sujud..
menyerah padamu..
agar disirami cahya kasihmu..

tuhanku..
kau pengasih..
kau pemurah..

mengurniakan daku rahmat dan kasihmu..
sungguh aku tak layak untuk kesyurgamu..
namun x pula sanggup utk ke nerakamu..

kerna itu ku sujud..
menyerah padamu..
agar disirami cahya kasihmu..

satu langkah ku rapat kepadamu..
seribu langkah kau padaku..
laut pengampunanmu melangit tinggi..

engkaulah..

harapanku..
dikaulah
kekasihku..
dikaulah
segalanya..

tempat kumengadu,

kuhadir padaMu..

(Mirwana-ku hadir padamu)

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Syed Ahmad Fathi, Dosvidanya !

you've finally made it !
i'm happy for you !
Goodbye my dear friend..
Study well there..
we're gonna miss you here..

at KLIA with Fathi = )


the whole bunch of our batch


Abu ngan Anas sedih.. = (

Selamat Belajar di Russia !
Dosvidanya !!
(goodbye in russian,thanks to Anar..haha)

after the departure we have a small reunion.. =)
but i dont have the pic..
nanti la mintak kat amin..

peace..

Friday, June 19, 2009

Kena Tindih = Sleep Paralysis

thanx Munsyi-sama for the info..
i've found the answer about it..

article source link : sleep paralysis


Nightmare - Henry Fuseli

Sleep Paralysis

Sleep paralysis, or more properly, sleep paralysis with hypnagogic and hypnopompic hallucinations have been singled out as a particularly likely source of beliefs concerning not only alien abductions, but all manner of beliefs in alternative realities and otherworldly creatures. Sleep paralysis is a condition in which someone, most often lying in a supine position, about to drop off to sleep, or just upon waking from sleep realizes that s/he is unable to move, or speak, or cry out. This may last a few seconds or several moments, occasionally longer. People frequently report feeling a "presence" that is often described as malevolent, threatening, or evil. An intense sense of dread and terror is very common. The presence is likely to be vaguely felt or sensed just out of sight but thought to be watching or monitoring, often with intense interest, sometimes standing by, or sitting on, the bed. On some occasions the presence may attack, strangling and exerting crushing pressure on the chest. People also report auditory, visual, proprioceptive, and tactile hallucinations, as well as floating sensations and out-of-body experiences (Hufford, 1982). These various sensory experiences have been referred to collectively as hypnagogic and hypnopompic experiences (HHEs). People frequently try, unsuccessfully, to cry out. After seconds or minutes one feels suddenly released from the paralysis, but may be left with a lingering anxiety. Extreme effort to move may even produce phantom movements in which there is proprioceptive feedback of movement that conflicts with visual disconfirmation of any movement of the limb. People may also report severe pain in the limbs when trying to move them. Several recent surveys including our own suggest that between 25-30% of the population reports that they have experienced at least a mild form of sleep paralysis at least once and about 20-30% of these have had the experience on several occasions. A few people may have very elaborate experiences almost nightly (or many times in a night) for years. Aside from many of the very disturbing features of the experience itself (described in succeeding sections) the phenomenon is quite benign. It was thought in the past that it was a significant part of the so-called "narcoleptic tetrad", but recent surveys of non-clinical populations, such as ours, suggest that the prevalence may be as high among the general population as among diagnosed narcoleptics


Book Of Sad/Happy Endings........you decide..


10PM,
McD Sunway...


the following was written on the last page of the book :


One day, a boy met a girl. They fell in love and lived happily ever after.(by eleena)
But Suddenly the boy go psycho and just kill her.(by umar)
But it was all a dream that a witch put on the happy couple(eleena again..)
that stayed paralyzed in an illusion while the witch farmed their organs.(by jon)
Suddenly the chloroform finish so they wake up and no organ and die.(by teng)
Then they both go to hell and WTF each other!(by winloon)
....
Then a demon came, pulled them back to earth, and in front of them, there's a zombie called Jenny . She said, "Uhh...Let's go sleep."(by jenny)
LOL..





Brainstorming shit...haha..

cant believe we finally finished the storyline !
haha..
only script and practice left..
Faineru no tame ni Ganbate kudasai!!
haha..
peace !

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

TIMGAI ???!!!!!!!!!!!!..............or tin kai..? haha


haha..
so today is wednesday..
my fav day of this sem..
kerna ada kelas drama yg aku enjoy sungguh2..
haha..

today's thang :

creative speaking (non stop for at least 30 seconds ) :
-scold someone
-express love
-show excitement

Appearance :
-suppress anger
-release anger

scold, release anger..
aku men jerit2 mcm orang gila..
then tiba2 cry in the middle of the class for the love part..
then continue shouting for excitement..
walao..this is hardcore shit mann..
it was so tiring..
but A for all of them..
so that got me hyped until the class ends..
haha..

Watched blood the last vampire..
seems like theres no good critique for it at all..
kesiannya producer and all the crews..
haha..


peace !


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Look Into My Eyes


Look into my eyes and tell me what you see..
you dont see a damn thing..
cuz you cant relate to me..
you're blinded by our differences..
my life makes no sense to you..

Each day you wake in tranquility..
No fears to cross your eyes..
Each day I wake in gratitude..
Thanking God He let me rise..
...


Lets not cry tonite..
i promise you one day its true..
shine a light for every soul that aint wit us no more..

(outlandish-look into my eyes)

ECHOpark




storyline headache again..
but i like it..
it adds to the effort..
looking forward to see presentations from all group..
if can..
= )

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Are you ready?

just now i watched the death of my secondary school senior reported by TV3..
he died in a car accident at Cairo otw back home from Ain Sokhna..
He went furthering his study there in medic...
Ammar Zulkifli..
when i was in form 1 he's in form 3..
his brother were in the same class with me..
what a bright soul he had back then..
and now he left us forever..
semoga Allah menempatkan rohnya di kalangan orang2 yg beriman..
Amin...


recently there's been a few numbers of death of ppl i knew..
my grandma..
arwah Umi Halimahton..( my B.m. teacher during form 3 and form 5 )
arwah Ammar Zulkifli..
arwah Mohsin ( also my secondary school senior )

May god bless'em all...

who knows..
maybe the next second will be my time..
am i prepared?
am i ready?
are you ready?
peace..

Friday, June 12, 2009

Kena "Tindih"

Kena "tindih"
istilah yg agak famous time kat MATRI dulu..
aku x berapa pcaya sgt pun..

kul 4 pagi semalam, suhu bilik yg agak mentensionkan..
abeh peluh badan aku..
keluar p tido kat ruang tamu..

fuh sejuk la sikit...
fell asleep for awhile..
tetiba terjaga sebab tdengar something behind me..
try to look at that direction...
but..

cant move..
wtf ?
boleh bukak mata je..
wth is happening to me?
macam kena ikat..
confused..
pening..
am i dreaming?
kalau mimpi buleh pulak aku kawal mimpi aku ni..
sesak nafas..
i tried very hard to move every single muscle on my body..
but weirdly couldnt..
tried to scream as loud as i could...
tapi sikit pun x keluar suara aku..
it wasnt really scary...more confused..
then i fell asleep..

it happened twice last nite..
pelik betul..
kalau kena tindih asal x nampak apa pun atas aku...

dah nak dekat subuh baru boleh bangun..
peh..lega..


later on that day..
aku tanya Pak Din..
dia kata memang aku kena tindih..
memang kita x nampak benda tu
dia kata x penah pun org kena kat rumah ni..
aku orang first...
walao...siot...
idk..maybe just too tired...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Take Too Much To Touch It


i did work harder..
and so did my teammates..

my mom once said to me;

success is 99% diligence..
and 1% intelligence..

so..
i guess its true..

didnt really expect much from our drama presentation..
but i just dont care...just work harder mon !..
haha..
so here we go..
another A...
thanx :
Jon, Jenny, Mrlee, KaiSin..
gj..

storyline developing was such a headache..
but nvm..it payed..

our drama class was pain oriented..
so yeah...
gary's so generous..
haha..most of the ppl in the class got A..

so whats next?
whatever la...
haha..


an old friend at Giatmara,
Basyer/ baser...
haha..apa dah jadi kat mamat ni aku pun x tau..

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

tired


camwhore during perspective shit..


thanx ye balqis for the cute hairband ( very furry )
LOL

Monday, June 8, 2009

A Place For My Head






some random pic,
written by one of my housemate..
LOL

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Skippin' Stones

i'm skippin stones..
and all i know is im alone...

nvm..
what you get is what you got...



Thursday, June 4, 2009

I'm a MAN, I'm a M - A - N..

oh finally..
the magic if presentation is over..
what an amazing grace !..
i guess i couldn't get the worries out of my head untill the show's done..
well, i think i practised harder from the last time..
and my group members practised harder than me.. =)
guys, i'm sorry if you're not easy with my flow..
sometimes i feel so selfish to be the main character..
but thanks for letting me be me...
special thanks to : 
anar - although you're always late for practice, but once you're there..things turn completely exciting..haha
square - thanks for lending your precious time..we know you gotta leave early..haha
Eleena - sorry for coming with this idea..sorry for the irreplaceable and scream shit..you did very well !..haha..
the idea of this storyline was inspired from my brother's rhyme, I Want Her But I Dont Need Her
i thot the hiccup in the middle of our drama(the windows media player's not responding) is not gonna let our group get an A..
thanks Gary !
hope you guys wont regret grouping wimme..

okay what's next..
this one wont be easy as before...
i'll practice even harder..
wont let my hopes go so high..
just gonna be ready to get whatever i got..
jenny, jonny, mr.lee, k.s., 
lets do this !
haha..

looks like i'm really enjoying drama class..
its like you've found something you're searching for..
haha...

bad news - modem sent to the company back..
have to wait 2-3 weeks to get it back..
what the flying duck !.. shoot !
this is cheap shit mon..
not really cheap, rm 190 dowh..haih
i guess it's better if i get the BELKIN wireless modem router back then..
rm 220 though..but at least it wont go wrong on nothing like this..
if you guys are searching for a very good wifi modem router, 
i'm recommending BELKIN..its the best (for me)


but right now i have to thank McD PJ section14..
for the wifi internet..haha
: )

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Shoot


1st drama presentation went pretty well..
finally all those worries i felt every nite..
and all the practice we did in all those classes..
were repayed..
never expected to get an A..

oh well, i'll work harder for the next presentation..
congrats to justin's group..
you guys rock ! haha..

i always dreamt of 
being a director..
haha..
peoples like to watch movies..
but how many dreamed of making it?

something's wrong with modem..
no internet connection for these few days..
i'm updating this blog at McD PJ section 14..

we're really dependant on internet dont we?
haha..

went to watch terminator salvation yesterday..
with the whole bunch of cd088-3 duds..
wow..they're really close to each other..
sellwyn's attracted to a cute girl in that class..LOL
then ultraman( u chuan ) introduced sellwyn to that girl..
then...
guess what happens...
haha..

so cd088-1, bile pulak kite?
haha...

some random pic

this pic was taken in 2006(i think)..
formerly i was active in firefighter club.. : )
we won the 2nd prize in marching competition(state level)..
just reminiscing some old memories.. 
: )
 

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Is There A Space Between You And Me?

No..
it will never be..
you are closer to me than anything else..
closer than my own self..

you know me..
better than myself..

a step i'm near to you..
you'll be ten steps nearear to me..

if i walk to you..
you'll run to me..

you gotta know..
i'll die for you..
i never wanted anything else..
i'll rest in your arms..
till the end of my life..

( umar 0034 27/5/9 )



Sunday, May 24, 2009

of Black, hip hop music and Samurai




Afro Samurai 2007





Afro Samurai Resurrection (2009)

finished it last nite..
the fighting scene was awesome..
all the concepts very different..
a bit weird maybe..
storyline not bad..
most important is the music..haha..
it is so different from any anime out there..
overall nice..
worth watching..


Saturday, May 23, 2009

Samurai no Tamashi

' The Spirit of Samurai '



top kanji : Ai Ki Do 
lower top kanji : Samurai
mid hiragana : no
bottom kanji : Tamashi (soul)

finished this design last night..
comissioned by my brother..
he's the president of Aikido Club in UIA...
it's a tshirt design for the club..

all editing done in Photoshop and Illustrator..

for those who dont know what is Aikido,
it's a martial art from Japan..
no force used..
means ' The Harmony Way '

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Cadillac Records


Last year's movie..
For those who like to know a lil bit history of blues, rock n roll..
and for those who like to hear some beautiful musics..
(I like beyonce's musics the most !)
: )
featuring artists : 
mos def
beyonce
columbus short
others...

very nice !

Empty

got an A for FEAR appearance,
after the 2nd trial tho..
now thinking how to workout the storyline..
for next week's assg...

amin kata nak datang umah kames malam..
overnite here..
he want me to install windows 7 on his laptop..
good god..
i'm tired of being alone..
although got Pak din,
Anaqi,
Ust Muzakkir,
Pon,
Munaim,
in this house,

but aiyo..
nak dinner skali pun susah..
wahaha..
makan alone is the most boring part..
: (


****

..
headache..
cuz hair too long..
after waking up..
from sleeping too long..
..

stoning on the bed..
feeling empty..
trying to stand up..
but hardly can..
looking in the mirror..
looking deeply into my eyes..
i can see myself now..
i can see who i really am..
an empty soul..
taking control of a body..
a body been liked by everybody..
but will they like me,
when they see me soul ?
...

that's exactly how i feel rite now..
empty..

and i know the only answer..
why i felt like that..

i'm really2 too far from HIM..


with broken wings..
I can't fly..
I'm gonna need you to save me..
angel of mine..

( chris cornell - Long Gone )



and now..
reCalibrating the Azimuth..


a poem about soul from YomiteAli
try it !