Sunday, June 28, 2009

Syed Ahmad Fathi, Dosvidanya !

you've finally made it !
i'm happy for you !
Goodbye my dear friend..
Study well there..
we're gonna miss you here..

at KLIA with Fathi = )

the whole bunch of our batch

Abu ngan Anas sedih.. = (

Selamat Belajar di Russia !
Dosvidanya !!
(goodbye in russian,thanks to Anar..haha)

after the departure we have a small reunion.. =)
but i dont have the pic..
nanti la mintak kat amin..


Friday, June 19, 2009

Kena Tindih = Sleep Paralysis

thanx Munsyi-sama for the info..
i've found the answer about it..

article source link : sleep paralysis

Nightmare - Henry Fuseli

Sleep Paralysis

Sleep paralysis, or more properly, sleep paralysis with hypnagogic and hypnopompic hallucinations have been singled out as a particularly likely source of beliefs concerning not only alien abductions, but all manner of beliefs in alternative realities and otherworldly creatures. Sleep paralysis is a condition in which someone, most often lying in a supine position, about to drop off to sleep, or just upon waking from sleep realizes that s/he is unable to move, or speak, or cry out. This may last a few seconds or several moments, occasionally longer. People frequently report feeling a "presence" that is often described as malevolent, threatening, or evil. An intense sense of dread and terror is very common. The presence is likely to be vaguely felt or sensed just out of sight but thought to be watching or monitoring, often with intense interest, sometimes standing by, or sitting on, the bed. On some occasions the presence may attack, strangling and exerting crushing pressure on the chest. People also report auditory, visual, proprioceptive, and tactile hallucinations, as well as floating sensations and out-of-body experiences (Hufford, 1982). These various sensory experiences have been referred to collectively as hypnagogic and hypnopompic experiences (HHEs). People frequently try, unsuccessfully, to cry out. After seconds or minutes one feels suddenly released from the paralysis, but may be left with a lingering anxiety. Extreme effort to move may even produce phantom movements in which there is proprioceptive feedback of movement that conflicts with visual disconfirmation of any movement of the limb. People may also report severe pain in the limbs when trying to move them. Several recent surveys including our own suggest that between 25-30% of the population reports that they have experienced at least a mild form of sleep paralysis at least once and about 20-30% of these have had the experience on several occasions. A few people may have very elaborate experiences almost nightly (or many times in a night) for years. Aside from many of the very disturbing features of the experience itself (described in succeeding sections) the phenomenon is quite benign. It was thought in the past that it was a significant part of the so-called "narcoleptic tetrad", but recent surveys of non-clinical populations, such as ours, suggest that the prevalence may be as high among the general population as among diagnosed narcoleptics

Book Of Sad/Happy decide..

McD Sunway...

the following was written on the last page of the book :

One day, a boy met a girl. They fell in love and lived happily ever after.(by eleena)
But Suddenly the boy go psycho and just kill her.(by umar)
But it was all a dream that a witch put on the happy couple(eleena again..)
that stayed paralyzed in an illusion while the witch farmed their organs.(by jon)
Suddenly the chloroform finish so they wake up and no organ and die.(by teng)
Then they both go to hell and WTF each other!(by winloon)
Then a demon came, pulled them back to earth, and in front of them, there's a zombie called Jenny . She said, "Uhh...Let's go sleep."(by jenny)

Brainstorming shit...haha..

cant believe we finally finished the storyline !
only script and practice left..
Faineru no tame ni Ganbate kudasai!!
peace !

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

TIMGAI ???!!!!!!!!!!!!..............or tin kai..? haha

so today is wednesday..
my fav day of this sem..
kerna ada kelas drama yg aku enjoy sungguh2..

today's thang :

creative speaking (non stop for at least 30 seconds ) :
-scold someone
-express love
-show excitement

Appearance :
-suppress anger
-release anger

scold, release anger..
aku men jerit2 mcm orang gila..
then tiba2 cry in the middle of the class for the love part..
then continue shouting for excitement..
walao..this is hardcore shit mann..
it was so tiring..
but A for all of them..
so that got me hyped until the class ends..

Watched blood the last vampire..
seems like theres no good critique for it at all..
kesiannya producer and all the crews..

peace !

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Look Into My Eyes

Look into my eyes and tell me what you see..
you dont see a damn thing..
cuz you cant relate to me..
you're blinded by our differences..
my life makes no sense to you..

Each day you wake in tranquility..
No fears to cross your eyes..
Each day I wake in gratitude..
Thanking God He let me rise..

Lets not cry tonite..
i promise you one day its true..
shine a light for every soul that aint wit us no more..

(outlandish-look into my eyes)


storyline headache again..
but i like it..
it adds to the effort..
looking forward to see presentations from all group..
if can..
= )

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Are you ready?

just now i watched the death of my secondary school senior reported by TV3..
he died in a car accident at Cairo otw back home from Ain Sokhna..
He went furthering his study there in medic...
Ammar Zulkifli..
when i was in form 1 he's in form 3..
his brother were in the same class with me..
what a bright soul he had back then..
and now he left us forever..
semoga Allah menempatkan rohnya di kalangan orang2 yg beriman..

recently there's been a few numbers of death of ppl i knew..
my grandma..
arwah Umi Halimahton..( my B.m. teacher during form 3 and form 5 )
arwah Ammar Zulkifli..
arwah Mohsin ( also my secondary school senior )

May god bless'em all...

who knows..
maybe the next second will be my time..
am i prepared?
am i ready?
are you ready?

Friday, June 12, 2009

Kena "Tindih"

Kena "tindih"
istilah yg agak famous time kat MATRI dulu..
aku x berapa pcaya sgt pun..

kul 4 pagi semalam, suhu bilik yg agak mentensionkan..
abeh peluh badan aku..
keluar p tido kat ruang tamu..

fuh sejuk la sikit...
fell asleep for awhile..
tetiba terjaga sebab tdengar something behind me..
try to look at that direction...

cant move..
wtf ?
boleh bukak mata je..
wth is happening to me?
macam kena ikat..
am i dreaming?
kalau mimpi buleh pulak aku kawal mimpi aku ni..
sesak nafas..
i tried very hard to move every single muscle on my body..
but weirdly couldnt..
tried to scream as loud as i could...
tapi sikit pun x keluar suara aku..
it wasnt really scary...more confused..
then i fell asleep..

it happened twice last nite..
pelik betul..
kalau kena tindih asal x nampak apa pun atas aku...

dah nak dekat subuh baru boleh bangun..

later on that day..
aku tanya Pak Din..
dia kata memang aku kena tindih..
memang kita x nampak benda tu
dia kata x penah pun org kena kat rumah ni..
aku orang first...
idk..maybe just too tired...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Take Too Much To Touch It

i did work harder..
and so did my teammates..

my mom once said to me;

success is 99% diligence..
and 1% intelligence..

i guess its true..

didnt really expect much from our drama presentation..
but i just dont care...just work harder mon !..
so here we go..
another A...
thanx :
Jon, Jenny, Mrlee, KaiSin..

storyline developing was such a headache..
but payed..

our drama class was pain oriented..
so yeah...
gary's so generous..
haha..most of the ppl in the class got A..

so whats next?
whatever la...

an old friend at Giatmara,
Basyer/ baser...
haha..apa dah jadi kat mamat ni aku pun x tau..

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


camwhore during perspective shit..

thanx ye balqis for the cute hairband ( very furry )

Monday, June 8, 2009

A Place For My Head

some random pic,
written by one of my housemate..

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Skippin' Stones

i'm skippin stones..
and all i know is im alone...

what you get is what you got...

Thursday, June 4, 2009

I'm a MAN, I'm a M - A - N..

oh finally..
the magic if presentation is over..
what an amazing grace !..
i guess i couldn't get the worries out of my head untill the show's done..
well, i think i practised harder from the last time..
and my group members practised harder than me.. =)
guys, i'm sorry if you're not easy with my flow..
sometimes i feel so selfish to be the main character..
but thanks for letting me be me...
special thanks to : 
anar - although you're always late for practice, but once you're there..things turn completely exciting..haha
square - thanks for lending your precious time..we know you gotta leave early..haha
Eleena - sorry for coming with this idea..sorry for the irreplaceable and scream did very well !..haha..
the idea of this storyline was inspired from my brother's rhyme, I Want Her But I Dont Need Her
i thot the hiccup in the middle of our drama(the windows media player's not responding) is not gonna let our group get an A..
thanks Gary !
hope you guys wont regret grouping wimme..

okay what's next..
this one wont be easy as before...
i'll practice even harder..
wont let my hopes go so high..
just gonna be ready to get whatever i got..
jenny, jonny, mr.lee, k.s., 
lets do this !

looks like i'm really enjoying drama class..
its like you've found something you're searching for..

bad news - modem sent to the company back..
have to wait 2-3 weeks to get it back..
what the flying duck !.. shoot !
this is cheap shit mon..
not really cheap, rm 190 dowh..haih
i guess it's better if i get the BELKIN wireless modem router back then..
rm 220 though..but at least it wont go wrong on nothing like this..
if you guys are searching for a very good wifi modem router, 
i'm recommending BELKIN..its the best (for me)

but right now i have to thank McD PJ section14..
for the wifi internet..haha
: )