Wednesday, December 22, 2010

The ultimate triumph..

“ Setiap yang bernyawa akan merasakan kematian.
Dan hanya pada hari kiamat sahajalah diberikan dengan sempurna balasanmu.
Barang siapa yang dijauhkan dari neraka dan dimasukan ke dalam syurga,
sungguh, dia memperoleh kemenangan.
Kehidupan dunia hanyalah kesenangan yang memperdaya.”

Ali Imran (3) : 185

Monday, December 20, 2010

i got it bad, some got it worse..

Some people got it bad
Some people got it worse
Since the day of the birth
Everyday end of earth
Live to die another day
Sure I say “congratulations”
But désolé
If the roof should come down today
Rest assure I’m there to wipe away the dirt with pure intention
Some corrupt
Brought a lil bag of hope
What’s up ?

Some got it bad, some got it worse
Life can sometimes look like a curse
So I cry my heart out, Let it all go
Cuz after every rainfall must come a rainbow.

..(outlandish-after every rainfall must come a rainbow)..

who knew?

Who knew we would end up in a place so confused.
where lil boys wanna be like lil girls and lil girls just wanna be abused.
where it terrorizes the truth.
mentally arrest the youth.
eventhough there is no law but Allah's and mama didnt raise no fool !

and who knew?
that expecting the world would treat you fairly because you think you're a good person,
would be a little like expecting a bull not to attack you because you're a vegetarian.


life's never fair isn't it?
and do not ever think that you could play around with someone's heart and dump it in the drain just like that without even a slight taste of responsibility.
you pick at karma enuf and she'll stop by and say hi.
just wait and see.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Býr til regnboga..

" Cause verily, it is in the remembrance of Allah that hearts do find rest "


Bakvið skýjaból vaknar sól úr dvala
Svalar sér við kalda dropa regnsins
Leikur sér við heita loga eldsins
Býr til regnboga


Behind a vessel of clouds,
A sun wakes up from its lethargy.
Refreshes itself with some little raindrops.
Plays with the hot flames of the fire.
Makes rainbows.

-Sigur Ros, Hafssol-

Friday, December 17, 2010

At the speed of light..

" He who would learn to fly one day must first learn to stand and walk and run and climb and dance;
one cannot fly into flying. "


i watched Rapunzel with my friends few days before.
it was really meaningful and entertaining.
up until the lantern part.
i couldn't hold it in anymore. i broke down immediately. tears fell down drip by drip.
i dont know why,
that scene touched my my heart tenderly.
so many feelings running through my soul.
i thought i could really stand back on my feet this time, but i fell down again for the hundredth time.
felt better after letting it all out. like a strength suddenly rushing through those tiny little pierced space inside my heart and enlightens it with hope.
it was so inspirational feeling it.
pushing me harder towards my dream in life.
to hell with all these problems imma go back on track and work harder like never before.
i'll make that dream come true. someday.
im gonna fly.


لا حول ولاقوة إلا بالله

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Absolute embarking..

"Peace originates with the flow of things – its heart is like the movement of the wind and waves. The Way is like the veins that circulate blood through our bodies, following the natural flow of the life force. If you are seperated in the slightest from that divine essence, you are far off the path."


It's about you and your relationship to God, yourself, your family and friends.

Everything starts within your soul..
Once the intention is wrong from the very beginning,
You'll be slipping off far from the origin.
And you'll find yourself lost in the middle of the journey.
you give up.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

so bequeath on a traceable trail..

Life's short
Lavish on others what you have.
Be it money, knowledge, or love.

Dream big.
Give your everything to the world.
Do something in your life that people would remember and thank you.
Leave on something precious before you finally go forever.

someday, somehow, somewhere,
everyone would surely have to taste death.

Before that time comes,
Do your best, do your very best.

قَالَ رَسُوْلُ اللهِ :إِذَا مَاتَ ابْنُ ﺁدَمَ انْقَطَعَ عَمَلُهُ إِلاَّ مِنْ ثَلاَثٍ:صَدَقَتٍ جَارِيَةٍ,أَوْعِلْمٍ يُنْتَفَعُ بِهِ,أَوْوَلَدٍ صَالِحٍ يَدْعُوْلَهُ. رَوَاهُ مُسْلِمٌ
"Apabila mati seorang anak Adam, putuslah amalnya melainkan tiga perkara, yaitu : sedekah wakaf, ilmu yang digunakan orang dan anaknya yang baik yang mendoa'akan dia."

Just like this picture.
Capturing it is just within a few blink of an eye.
But in that brief period of time.
We can see just how much it can be an impact for us.
Shouldn't life be like that ?

Saturday, December 11, 2010

were meant to make you stronger..

Life is by design, full of trails and obstacles, some in which we have control; others are by no fault or action of our own

Know what makes you special. The people that survive beyond life's hardships, have this incredible instinct,
power to keep going on, even when the sky gets dark, thunder appears, and lightning circled around you.
Survivors never quits, they magically finds something within, and make the necessary decisions to carry on in the most difficult times.
Persist even when it hurts.


Hadis riwayat Ibnu Abbas ra.: Bahwa Nabi saw. ketika tertimpa Kesusahan, beliau berdoa: “Tidak ada Tuhan selain Allah Yang Maha Agung lagi Maha Penyantun, tidak ada Tuhan selain Allah Tuhan Yang Memiliki Arsy nan Agung, tidak ada Tuhan selain Allah Tuhan segenap langit, Tuhan bumi serta Tuhan Arsy nan Mulia”. (Shahih Muslim No.4909)

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Friday, December 10, 2010

Can i really hold on to it ?

Promise, engagement, agreement, bond, contract, espousal, guarantee, covenant, marriage, parole, swear, etc..


are they different?
maybe from the way it is done.
but it's all just different labels
to describe :

" An assurance that one will do something or that something will happen. "

so you're saying
we shouldn't feel so frustrated or hurt because its just a promise.
not an engagement, or a contract.

but i have a question,
what are the differences between all of them when u can still break each one of it?

Don't talk the talk if you cant walk it.

وَأَوْفُوا بِالْعَهْدِ إِنَّ الْعَهْدَ كَانَ مَسْئُوْلاً

“Dan penuhilah janji, sesungguhnya janji itu pasti dimintai pertanggungjawabannya.” (Al-Isra`: 34)

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Silence is..

"Flowers are restful to look at. They have neither emotions nor conflicts."

Take a look around. See the beauty of His creations.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

orewa yurusaretai desu..

it kills to know that the person you love does not love you back.
it hurts so damn much. more than you can imagine.
like a stab in deep through your chest. or even worse.
you fall apart, for the hundredth time.
you love this person with all your heart.
they hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt.

well guess what..

thats what we do everyday to Allah..
He loves us so much, no words can describe it.
we still forget Him in our daily routines.
sunk deep into the trap of this world full of lies deceit.
we believe those fools.
we make them our idols.
we follow them blindly.
how do you think Allah would feel like?
we forgot that this world is just a stop. a sojourn.
we forgot that death can come knocking anytime.
we forgot that we're gonna meet Him,
face to face in the afterlife.
We forgot that He's gonna question us,
for every single thing we do in our life.
on that day.
how many of us will regret not being truly in love with Him before?
do we still think that we deserve all the pleasures in this world he gave us?

Forgive my sins.


"O Lord, grant me your love, grant me that I love those who love you; grant me, that I might do the deeds that win your love. Make your love dearer to me than the love of myself, my family and wealth." (Tirmidhi)

Wednesday, December 1, 2010


Left rotting alone.