Tuesday, November 30, 2010

wishing i had strength to stand..





Flying at the speed of light,
Thoughts were spinning in my head,
So many things were left unsaid,

i know how it feels to lie,
All i wanna do is trade this life for something new,
Holding on to what i haven't got..

...

lemah,
cuba untuk berdiri walaupun sukar,
cuba untuk mengerti hikmahNya..
La Hawla Wala Quwwata Illa Billah..


Sunday, November 28, 2010

smaller than atoms..






and before that you were a tiny ball of flesh without any bones,

and now look behold,

you have the arrogance to assume that you just made it on your own ?

but what were you but a chewed piece of clot before you grew..

...

Astaghfirullah..

picture shot by a new family member, canon 550D. =)


Friday, November 26, 2010

For a minor reflection..






" By three methods we may learn wisdom: First, by reflection, which is noblest; Second, by imitation, which is easiest; and third by experience, which is the bitterest. "

...

When we're going too fast in our life, everything starts to feel dull and meaningless.
Sometimes, we just need to stop, stare, and think..
that life is just so wonderful..


Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Give your stress wings and let it fly away..





" The time to relax is when you don't have time for it. "
~Attributed to both Jim Goodwin and Sydney J. Harris


i would..






i'd do anything..
to even see you smile to me..




Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Journey..






“The road of life twists and turns and no two directions are ever the same. Yet our lessons come from the journey, not the destination.”

- Don Williams, Jr.-



Signs..





So if you complain that God must be cruel,
Can you give Allah all that he gives to you,

From the breath that you breathe,
to the trees that you feed,
From the eyes that you see to the sea that you eat,
If i cut you, you bleed then you heal magically,

even the birds sing His name.

Allah 'Azza Wajalla..
....

"Boona Mohammed - signs"

Look through your heart..
and you'll see the signs of Him..


Monday, November 22, 2010





look through his glasses,
and you'll see all the pain and regrets,
He's been going through..

So hold on,
the weight of the world,
will give you the strength to go..




it all ends..





Worry ends when faith begins..


Sunday, November 21, 2010

But you..







Deep inside I know


That amidst all the darkness


And everything, which makes no sense


I know that you exist


You are the light


That guides me through my darkest nights


That shows me right from wrong in life


In a world that often lies


...

Thursday, November 18, 2010

truth kills..






ignorance is bliss..
curiosity killed the cat..
now i'm beginning to understand more of these proverbs..

but i cant help it..
i'm curious..
i'd rather die in agony knowing the truth than live happily with lies..
and this curiosity itself killed me from inside..
killing me to know every single detail about it..

today, another ugly truth was revealed..
and i'm not sure how am i gonna live with it..
and i'm not sure who to trust anymore..

i know its my fault all along the way since the beginning..
hard to accept this awful truth..
hard to stop these tears of regrets..

Allah, give me strength.
make me strong.
Forgive my sins.
take me away.
put me into your Jannah.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Sacrifices.. Eid Al-Adha..







Happy EidulAdha to everyone..
a day of remembrance full of lessons to be learned..
the art of letting go..
called sacrifice..

its hard to let go of something we would die to keep it..
but Allah will always replace it with something better in His own ways..
so dont be afraid..
He's always with us all the time..


location : Masjid Negeri, Shah Alam.
1st time x balik raya kat kampung..

reason..




there's a reason why i choose you..
out of billions of others..
there's a reason why i cant let you go..
not that i want to..
there's a reason why i never opened up myself for anyone else..

there's a reason why i'm letting myself to be so vulnerable to you..

there's a reason why i'm acting all silly..

there's a reason why god gave me a pair of shoulders..
...

there's always a reason for everything..
so hold on..
i'm always here..


Tuesday, November 16, 2010

i need you..





where are you..
i'm waiting for you..
you wont leave me alone through the path right?
i need you in this journey..

Sunday, November 14, 2010

So Long Lonesome..




i wasn't this weak before..
my lord show me right from wrong..
give me light make me strong..
...
make me strong..

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Happy Birthday


Happy 23rd birthday my dear brother. May Allah bless you and give you more days. =)