it kills to know that the person you love does not love you back.
it hurts so damn much. more than you can imagine.
like a stab in deep through your chest. or even worse.
you fall apart, for the hundredth time.
you love this person with all your heart.
they hurt you worse than you've ever been hurt.
well guess what..
thats what we do everyday to Allah..
He loves us so much, no words can describe it.
we still forget Him in our daily routines.
sunk deep into the trap of this world full of lies deceit.
we believe those fools.
we make them our idols.
we follow them blindly.
how do you think Allah would feel like?
we forgot that this world is just a stop. a sojourn.
we forgot that death can come knocking anytime.
we forgot that we're gonna meet Him,
face to face in the afterlife.
We forgot that He's gonna question us,
for every single thing we do in our life.
on that day.
how many of us will regret not being truly in love with Him before?
do we still think that we deserve all the pleasures in this world he gave us?
Forgive my sins.
"O Lord, grant me your love, grant me that I love those who love you; grant me, that I might do the deeds that win your love. Make your love dearer to me than the love of myself, my family and wealth." (Tirmidhi)